RACING heartbeat <3

Keep the blood in your head.

2004-06-17T13:18:21Z

So I can't use my other journal anymore so I will just update this now and then.

The parents have lost all trust in me.

They always suspect everything now.

But it's summer vay-cay-shion.

So that makes me happy.

And Kaitlin and I have been getting close again which is awesome.

Leave me comments - por favor.

heaven_sent_xx @ 2004-05-30T08:21:00

2004-05-30T12:21:30Z

It's weird. Things always backfire.

Poetic justice I suppose.

Weird.

Icecream is your friend.

2004-04-30T13:44:09Z

I'm home with strep throat. I am talking to Melissa, who is also home, with back pains.

X SEDATED teen x [9:41 AM]: I WANT TO RIP MY THROAT OUT !!
AlxThexKillerx [9:41 AM]: your throat would hurt more, then, silly
AlxThexKillerx [9:41 AM]: hah
X SEDATED teen x [9:42 AM]: yes, yes. you're a smart one, melissa.
AlxThexKillerx [9:42 AM]: Haha. I know.

Melissa is smart. I hate strep. Bite me.

heaven_sent_xx @ 2004-04-22T11:59:00

2004-04-22T15:39:08Z

I'm heaven sent. Don't you dare forget.
I am all you've ever wanted.
I am the cause to all your problems.

Ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out.
I wish I knew.

Keeping quiet is hard.
Because you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start.
Atleast pretend you didn't want to get caught.

Passed out .. on the overpass.
Sunday best and broken glass.

You're just jealous
because we're young and in love.

We're gonna stay 15 forever.
So we can stay like this forever.
And we'll never miss a party..
because we keep them going constantly.
And we'll never have to listen..
to anyone about anything
because it's all been done
and it's all been said.
WE'RE THE COOLEST KIDS AND WE TAKE WHAT WE CAN GET

" .. think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes threw the windsheild.."

2004-04-14T18:35:45Z

Plans with Kevin didn't work out.

Brand new is in 4 hours.

My ticket is sitting beside me.

Lauren is not going.

Lauren + Jesse ? ... nope.

".. boys like you are a dime a dozen.."

2004-04-14T03:28:30Z

Brand New is tomorrow. I still have yet to find a real ride. I really am about to cry. Brand New is such a great band. I want to go, so bad. Here's a conversation with Kevin regarding getting a ride there.

X SEDATED teen x [11:15 PM]: Hows the "finding a ride" going for you?
highclassbanana [11:16 PM]: i got one
highclassbanana [11:16 PM]: you?
X SEDATED teen x [11:16 PM]: nope.
highclassbanana [11:16 PM]: that sux :P
X SEDATED teen x [11:16 PM]: how are you getting there?
highclassbanana [11:17 PM]: my friend
X SEDATED teen x [11:18 PM]: :-/ any possible way i could get a ride with you? im really really desperate. i tried so many ways and cant get a ride.
highclassbanana [11:18 PM]: unfortunitly now, like i said before, its not just me and my friend
X SEDATED teen x [11:19 PM]: theres no possible way that there could be room
highclassbanana [11:19 PM]: i dont think so
X SEDATED teen x [11:19 PM]: no point in even asking?
highclassbanana [11:20 PM]: <sigh>
X SEDATED teen x [11:20 PM]: i love you kevin ..
highclassbanana [11:20 PM]: im not calling em up at 11:20 asking for your ride
X SEDATED teen x [11:20 PM]: .. :[
X SEDATED teen x [11:20 PM]: any way you could tomorrow
highclassbanana [11:20 PM]: naw, i have an interview i have to be at at 9
highclassbanana [11:20 PM]: and thats gonna be stretching it for me getting up
X SEDATED teen x [11:21 PM]: kevinnnn.
highclassbanana [11:21 PM]: <sigh>
X SEDATED teen x [11:22 PM]: I really need to get there. They have been my favorite band for over a year now. Mikayla fucked up my ride there and I really need to find a way. I've tried to many people. No way I can get there. If there's any way that you can try, please.
highclassbanana [11:22 PM]: fine, fine ill talk to my ride
highclassbanana [11:23 PM]: ill call you if - IF i can work
X SEDATED teen x [11:23 PM]: I love you Kevin.
highclassbanana [11:23 PM]: thats a BIG if
highclassbanana [11:23 PM]: huge if
X SEDATED teen x [11:23 PM]: when will you call me IF it can work?
highclassbanana [11:23 PM]: when i get outta my interview
highclassbanana [11:23 PM]: my rides picking me up at 3:30
X SEDATED teen x [11:24 PM]: When are you getting out?
highclassbanana [11:24 PM]: of my interview? <shrug>
highclassbanana [11:24 PM]: around 10 possible
highclassbanana [11:24 PM]: possibly
X SEDATED teen x [11:25 PM]: ::Nods:: .. okay. well, tell your friend that if theres anyway they could give me a ride, i could get a ride to whereever to make it eaiser for them and i can chip in like $10 for gas.. :/
highclassbanana [11:25 PM]: kk
highclassbanana [11:25 PM]: well, im out, big day tommarow
X SEDATED teen x [11:25 PM]: Yeah.. :/
X SEDATED teen x [11:25 PM]: Please try hard.
highclassbanana [11:26 PM]: mmm
highclassbanana [11:26 PM]: night
X SEDATED teen x [11:26 PM]: Night. Thanks.
highclassbanana signed off at 11:26 PM

".. has no one told you she's not beathing .."

2004-04-12T11:44:51Z

So, here I sit. I have a wonderful ticket to go see BRAND NEW <3 and no way of getting there. Messed up? Yes. They're playing this Wednesday in Mass. Some of my friends are going and would have offered me a ride, but they're all getting rides with other friends who don't have enough room in the car. *Sigh*

".. i realized that everyone who lives will some day die and die alone .."

2004-04-11T14:07:55Z

Hi everyone ^_^ Yeah. I have another journal besides this one, but that's going to stay friends only because I need to have some aspects of my life not avaliable to the public. Well, what better way to explain myself then with a nice little survey. *Dances*

<3 Lauren

[01] what's your first name?: Lauren
[02] middle name?: Nancy
[03] last name?: Mastrobuono. Yes, yes, masturbation.
[04] nicknames?: Flawless Lauless, Chimp, Yaw Yaw, Eugene Green, "The wet gothic vegiterian who can't swim and doesn't like nice good looking guys who have cars and jobs with the missing half of a golden amuelette." , Amy, Lau, Monkipooku.
[05] age?: Fifteen.
[06] gender?: Female.
[07] birthday?: January 27, 1989. One day before Harry !
[08] your sign?: Aquarious.
[09] where do you live?: Rhode Island.
[10] do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Mahybayyy.
[11] if so what's her/his name?: ::Seals Lips::
[12] have you ever been in love?: Yes.
[13] who are/were your crushes?: Yeah, I've liked a ton of people.
[14] do you have any piercings, or want any piercings?: Yes, I do.
[15] if so what do you have/want pierced?: I have: ears. nipple. had bellybutton but closed it. I want: other nipple. 3 more in each ear. lip. eyebrow.
[16] do you have a tattoo or want one?: I would like one, possibly, when I'm older.
[17] if so what kind and where?: I'm not quite sure yet.
[18] where do you shop at the most?: Marshalls ^_^ .. and Brooks
[19] what color is your hair?: Black with some random orange streaks.
[20] what color are your eyes?: Brownish Greenish.
[21] how tall are you?: 5'10
[23] do you smoke?: Not any more :]
[24] do your friends smoke?: Some do, some don't.
[25] who are your closest friends?: Out of school: William, Kaitlin, Caity. In school: Chelsea.
[26] who are your friends?: I don't really want to sit and list them all .
[27] who are your best friends online?: Loren.
[28] do you like bath & body works?: Not really. I don't want to waste my money on smelling like a strawberry or an orange when I can just use good ol' 33 cent soap.
[29] kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use?: It's some cheap kind that supposidly smells like coconuts. I don't smell it. Maybe it's just me.
[30] is your hair short or long?: The long layers are long .. and the short layers are short o.O
[31] do you like to shop?: Yes.
[32] what sports do you play?: Nome.
[33] what turns you on?: You.
[34] what turns you off?: Facial hair. Bad attitudes. Sex crazed monkies. Pants.
[35] what place do you go for fun?: Concerts, the beach, amusment parks, Providence.
[36] what do you do for fun?: Hang out with my awesome friends ^_^
[37] how many phones do you hae in your house?: Erp. Three. And then there's one more randomly floating around somewhere, but I don't think it's plugged in. Then I have my own cell.
[38] how many tv's do you have in your house?: Two.
[39] what's your favorite food(s)?: Eggplant lazagna. Reeses swoops. Pina colatta shakes.
[40] do you look like anyone famous?: Everyone seems to think I look like Amy Lee.
[41] do you think ricky martin is muy guapo?: Doesn't that mean, "Very Fat?"
[42] who are the most attractive people you know?: Hm. Probably that kid Justin from the mall. The one who plays DDR .. He is just .. amazingly beautiful.
[44] do you wish to be like your parents?: In some ways, yes, in some ways, no.
[45] what cologne should a hot guy wear?: Something .. sexy.
[46] what are you listening to right now?: Nothing. It's so quiet in here. Daddy's asleep and Mommy's in the bathroom.
[47] what time is it?: 9:45 a.m [Eastern time]
[48] how many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone?: Maybe 2-3?
[49] do you have your own phone line?: Kinda.
[50] have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex?: Of course.
[51] what are your favorite shoes?: My new converse. Or maybe my Edward Scissorhand boots :]
[52]What kind of clothes do you sleep in?: ::Looks down:: Well, last night I slept in my school gym shorts turned inside out and a white t-shirt with Mr. Rogers [RIP] on it that says, "Can you say SPECIAL?". hehe ^_^
[53] what's your favorite soda?: Sierra mist or Mountain Dew.
[54] what things do you say a lot?: "Uhh."
[56] who is the coolest person in the world?: Kaitlin.
[57] do you think you're weird or funny?: A mix of both. Actaually, I think it's a matter of mee trying to be funny, and then just coming off as weird. ::Nods::
[58] what would you prefer thong or bikini?: Underwear ? Thong. Bathing Suit? Binkini.
[59] who was the last person you called?: Probably .. my parents while I was at the mall yesterday.
[60] where do you wanna get married?: Somewhere with an ocean view out the windows.
[61] Who is the hottest girl/guy in your school?: Chelsea.
[64] what's your worst memory in the past 5 years?: Drifting away from William.
[65] what's your favorite childhood memory?: All the good times that I spent with Kaitlin.
[66] what is your favorite fast food restaurant?: Wendy's
[67] who do you really dislike?: I don't really "dislike" anyone .. except for maybe whoever that person it that totally ruined William's life.
[68] do you have any brothers and sisters?: Nope. Well, I did, but then I was adopted, so now I don't anymore.
[69] if so, names?: --
[70] do you have a pool?: Nope.
[71] do you have a spa?: Nope.
[72] are you stupid?: Nope.
[73] what are you addicted to?: YOU !
[74] do you like jewelry?: Not really. I can't be trusted with nice things/
[75] who do you wish you were?: No one but myself.
[76] who has it easier, boys or girls?: Girls.
[77] would you rather be short or tall?: Maybe a little shorter then I am.
[78] do you like to dance?: Yes.
[79] do you like playing pranks on people?: No.
[80] what's your least favorite subject in school?: Anatomy + Physiology
[81] what's your favorite subject in school?: English
[82] what time is it?: 9:54 A.M [Eastern Time]
[83] what college do you wanna go to?: Maybe URI.
[84] what school do you go to now?: fuckking prout.
[85] do you have a playstation or nintendo 64?: Yeah. Well, I have Nintendo64 and Playstation2.
[85] if so, what are your favorite games?: Super Mario :]
[87] do you sleep a lot?: Not really.
[88] what are your favorite radio stations?: FNX. BRU.
[90] are you a morning person?: Kinda.
[91] what's your favorite tv station?: WB
[92] do you shave?: .... yes.
[93] how often do you shower?: Every day .. and I wash my hair like every other.
[94] do you get along with your parents?: No.
[95] what room do you spend the most time in?: My bedroom.
[96] how many rooms does your house have?: Eleven.
[97] what do you wanna be when you're out of school?: Heart Surgeon or therapist.
[98] do you curse a lot?: Not really.
[99] are you ticklish?: Not really.
[101] what are you wearing right now?: Refer to question ... #52.
[102] do you go to church?: Sometimes.
[104] do you believe in God?: With all my heart.
[105] do you like to watch pda's(public displays of affection)?: Sometimes.
[106] do you show pda's?: Sometimes.
[107] do you believe in love at first sight?: Not really.
[108] what color tooth brush do you use?: Blue.
[109] how many times a day do you brush your teeth?: 2
[110] who is your favorite cartoon character?: Patrick Starr.
[111] do you have a job?: Nope.
[113] what's your favorite fruit?: Strawberries .
[114] what's your favorite veggies?: Eggplant and Corn.
[115] what's your favorite candy?: Swoops.
[116] what was the best day of your life so far?: Probably the day Will and I went on our "adventure walk"
[117] what are you gonna do today?: Well, it's Easter. I'm going to Church with my family and then we're having dinner at Grandmas.
[118] are you momma's little angel?: I dobut it.
[119] do you wear body spray?: Nope.
[122] are you wearing nail polish now?: Yeah. It's chipped black with chipped red over it.
[123] if so, what color?: ^
[125] do you wear a watch?: Nope.
[126] did/do you have braces?: Never did.
[127] are you tired?: Kinda.
[129] do you have freckles?: Maybe one or two.
[130]what are you thinking about right now?: This survey. + being catholic because that's what I'm talking to Harry about right now.
[131] are you having fun?: Not really.
[132] what time is it?: 10:05 A.M
[133] who makes you laugh?: All my friends.
[134]Who is your favorite teacher?: Matone or Renzi.
[135] what is the best concert you have been to?: Brand New.